It felt like it happened yesterday... my cheeks were still wet of tears.. my heart were still hurt too much, it felt that i'm about to crash.. earlier they said.. time will pass by and sooner or later you won't think about it anymore.. but why until this time do i have such feeling?Sometimes, somewhere I kept thinking.. Will my life have a happy ending likes in fairy tales.. does '.. and they live happily ever after..' do exist?? it's not jealousy watching other people smiles when i'm not.. and neither mad when others have found what they want when i'm still searching for one..
am i too greed? or maybe it's about time that i should make a move and never look back on my past.. maybe i should let go one that love for everyone happiness..
footnotes: the walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy