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May 31, 2014
sesi luah perasaan
hari ni is post call.. post call mean the day after oncall.. is rasa this past few days is cepat sangat irritated. rasa nak marah je.. orang buat salah sikit mula lah nak marah.. ditambah dengan rasa penat kerja makes me easily irritable.. rasa macam nak luahkan je semua yang berlaku dua tiga menjak ni di blogger tapi is faham laman media sangatlah tidak sesuai untuk luahkan apa yang terbuku di hati...is cuma harap kalau ada yang terbaca post ni doakan supaya is terus bersabar dan terus kuat untuk jadi seorang doctor...
May 08, 2014
Biasa Jerr...
assalamualaikum...
disebabkan hari ni stress kena marah dengan big boss dalam ward, is nak lepas stress selfie kat blog ni... boleh kan??
dulu bercita-cita nak pergi bukit tinggi.. orang dok bercerita kata tempat tu cun, best and macam-macam lagi lah... so sampailah jugak hajat is.. dapat lah pergi bukit tinggi... ada orang tolong bawa.. package sekali jd photographer... hehehe.. upahnya free ticket ke bukit tinggi...
sekarang nak masuk ke bukit tinggi pun kena bayar RM12!! dulu pun kena bayar juga ke??
ok... nak beritahu kat sini.. siapa yang rasa teringin sangat nak pergi kat sini.. lupakan je lah hasrat anda semua... tempat ni serius biasa je... tiada yang special sangat pun...
is pergi bertolak pagi lepas pukul 7.. sampai sana dalam pukul 9.. dalam pukul 12 lebih tengah hari dah balikdah.. sebab tak tahu nak buat apa lagi.. panas pun satu hal.. kalau genting tu terasa la jugak sejuknya... yang ni seriusly biasa je.. so guys.. jangan buang masa.. better pergi tempat lain yang lebih menarik yang lebih banyak aktiviti..
disebabkan hari ni stress kena marah dengan big boss dalam ward, is nak lepas stress selfie kat blog ni... boleh kan??
dulu bercita-cita nak pergi bukit tinggi.. orang dok bercerita kata tempat tu cun, best and macam-macam lagi lah... so sampailah jugak hajat is.. dapat lah pergi bukit tinggi... ada orang tolong bawa.. package sekali jd photographer... hehehe.. upahnya free ticket ke bukit tinggi...
sekarang nak masuk ke bukit tinggi pun kena bayar RM12!! dulu pun kena bayar juga ke??
ok... nak beritahu kat sini.. siapa yang rasa teringin sangat nak pergi kat sini.. lupakan je lah hasrat anda semua... tempat ni serius biasa je... tiada yang special sangat pun...
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| tempat orang lain suka sangat posing kat sini la kan? |
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| tak nampak swan kat belakang tu.. |
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| at japanese village.. |
is pergi bertolak pagi lepas pukul 7.. sampai sana dalam pukul 9.. dalam pukul 12 lebih tengah hari dah balikdah.. sebab tak tahu nak buat apa lagi.. panas pun satu hal.. kalau genting tu terasa la jugak sejuknya... yang ni seriusly biasa je.. so guys.. jangan buang masa.. better pergi tempat lain yang lebih menarik yang lebih banyak aktiviti..
notakaki: abaikan kegemukan yang semakin menjadi-jadi di situ #selfielasangat
April 01, 2014
I met an accident..
assalamualaikum semua... makin lama, makin sunyi blog ye.. maklumlah sekarang dah ada banyak lagi saluran media yang lain, vlog, keek, twitter, instagram macam-macam lagi lah..
seminggu lebih dah is accident... alhamdulillah is just has minor injury... when it comes to an accident, people always thought female is the faulty right??
hari ahad minggu lepas is sepatutnya oncall. bangun awal that day. bersiap nak pergi kerja. keluar rumah sewa pun awal. disebabkan awal is pun menyinggahlah gerai tepi jalan nak beli kuih and nasi lemak.. sedap tau nasi lemak kat gerai tu. so is berhenti dekat tepi gerai tu, tak tarik handbrake sebab jalan rata je and fikir sekejap je berhenti bukan nak lama-lama. masa is nak beli tu ada satu lagi customer. is tunggu turn pakcik tu ambil order is pulak.
suddenly, bunyi berdentum kuat, bila is toleh kat belakang kereta is tengah bergerak menghala ke arah is and gerai tu. alhamdulillah sempat jugak elak. kenalah jugak kat pinggang.. lebam tau.. hahaha.. mujurlah tak beralih jamban..
gerai tu roboh.. mujurlah tak ada siapa yang cedera.. kuih pakcik, nasi lemak, nasi kerabu habis tumpah kat tanah. kempunan i nak makan nasi lemak pakcik yang sedap!!
tengah tergolek lagi kat tanah sebab kena hentam dengan kereta sendiri, suddenly a chinese guy came to me. he says sorry. is pun tanya 'what happened? you tak perasan ke my car?' and dia pun answer dia tak perasan, dia baru bangun tidur and mengantuk..kaki is pun rasa pedih. rupanya ada luka kat kaki.. tulah pakai lagi selipar.. kalau pakai kasut mesti ok..
mujurlah tak tarik handbrake, kalau tarik mesti lagi teruk kereta is, and kereta budak yang langgar tu pun agaknya mahu terbalik. laju jugak apek ni bawak... haish.. apek-apek!!
kesudahannya pergi balai buat report, towing kereta and balik kampung.. tak jadi nak oncall. terpaksa ambil EL.. alhamdulillah bos-bos semua understanding..
seminggu lebih dah is accident... alhamdulillah is just has minor injury... when it comes to an accident, people always thought female is the faulty right??
hari ahad minggu lepas is sepatutnya oncall. bangun awal that day. bersiap nak pergi kerja. keluar rumah sewa pun awal. disebabkan awal is pun menyinggahlah gerai tepi jalan nak beli kuih and nasi lemak.. sedap tau nasi lemak kat gerai tu. so is berhenti dekat tepi gerai tu, tak tarik handbrake sebab jalan rata je and fikir sekejap je berhenti bukan nak lama-lama. masa is nak beli tu ada satu lagi customer. is tunggu turn pakcik tu ambil order is pulak.
suddenly, bunyi berdentum kuat, bila is toleh kat belakang kereta is tengah bergerak menghala ke arah is and gerai tu. alhamdulillah sempat jugak elak. kenalah jugak kat pinggang.. lebam tau.. hahaha.. mujurlah tak beralih jamban..
gerai tu roboh.. mujurlah tak ada siapa yang cedera.. kuih pakcik, nasi lemak, nasi kerabu habis tumpah kat tanah. kempunan i nak makan nasi lemak pakcik yang sedap!!
tengah tergolek lagi kat tanah sebab kena hentam dengan kereta sendiri, suddenly a chinese guy came to me. he says sorry. is pun tanya 'what happened? you tak perasan ke my car?' and dia pun answer dia tak perasan, dia baru bangun tidur and mengantuk..kaki is pun rasa pedih. rupanya ada luka kat kaki.. tulah pakai lagi selipar.. kalau pakai kasut mesti ok..
mujurlah tak tarik handbrake, kalau tarik mesti lagi teruk kereta is, and kereta budak yang langgar tu pun agaknya mahu terbalik. laju jugak apek ni bawak... haish.. apek-apek!!
kesudahannya pergi balai buat report, towing kereta and balik kampung.. tak jadi nak oncall. terpaksa ambil EL.. alhamdulillah bos-bos semua understanding..
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| kesian cici... |
notakaki: hari ni dah dapat balik cici... asyik mimpikan cici je for this past 1 week. tidur pun tak lena..angau... happy that kereta dah ok..
March 22, 2014
i dont wanna grow old alone..
dah lama is tak post anything in this blog... sekarang is dah naik pangkat jadi medical officer.. alhamdulillah.. 2 years of housemanship has taught me a lot.. being a medical officer i held a bigger responsibility towards the patient..
back to the topic..
for this past few days, i have been asking myself a lot about my future path.. being around pregnant patients, conducting birth and seeing the cute babies everyday has made me so overwhelm.. the urge to get married and have my own sweet family is too intense.
sometimes i asked myself
'am i a bad person that i don't deserve happiness?'
being a lover to someone, i can also be his friend, his foe, his mommy but i can never be his wife.. i can never be a mother to his child.
'will i grew old alone?'
'when i'm old, will there be someone to take care of me?'
these are the questions that has been hanging in my mind..
'Loneliness is my least favorite thing about life. The thing that I'm most worried about is just being alone without anybody to care for or someone who will care for me.'
footnote: i asked 'in your life, where do you put me?', ' where does our future leads?'
back to the topic..
for this past few days, i have been asking myself a lot about my future path.. being around pregnant patients, conducting birth and seeing the cute babies everyday has made me so overwhelm.. the urge to get married and have my own sweet family is too intense.
sometimes i asked myself
'am i a bad person that i don't deserve happiness?'
being a lover to someone, i can also be his friend, his foe, his mommy but i can never be his wife.. i can never be a mother to his child.
'will i grew old alone?'
'when i'm old, will there be someone to take care of me?'
these are the questions that has been hanging in my mind..
'Loneliness is my least favorite thing about life. The thing that I'm most worried about is just being alone without anybody to care for or someone who will care for me.'
Anne Hathaway
footnote: i asked 'in your life, where do you put me?', ' where does our future leads?'